15 years of sorrow?

Bday spcl

The lows and highs are part of life. Infact we are destines to face it. No one can ever escape.

My life- well in one word can describe it as 'heavenly'. I've got all the happiness in the world, all the best relatives one could ever get, great trustworthy friends, all the luxuries of the living, a single child of the parents with no brother and sisters to fight,, great support from all and lastly a loving and well wishing dear girl..What more can i ask for...

Isnt this a heaven on earth? I can enjoy the beats of my own tune and also sing it..

talking of sorrows; as the word suggests, are something part of everyone;s life. they form an integral part with our life and bloom the sprout of happiness, for happiness and sorrows come one after each other. And in my life, sorrows are much lesser than happiness. SO why remorse?

Learn from your sorrows to make a happy tomorrow. The great destruction from the tsunami is teaching us one important thing- that is to rebuild a new empire from the debris. link the past with the future , but have a new face. try to stay unshakable and stable...

Well BEST WISHES FOR ME ON MY 15th BIRTHDAY. Hope everything goes well on track, and the rest is upto the almighty..

24/02/2005

Just 7 more day to go for the 10th boards... but why get scared?

Hope sustains life

and a strong aim provides the courage and determination to face the challenges. The tenth class has given me all the possible challenges in life and has taken away all my luck. Life's been like the season of winter for me and all the seeds are far buried under the think snow of misfortune. Although its spring in in the vicinity. but still no luck is coming my way... Nevertheless I must be hopeful. I've to trust the person in me and learn from my won lamented story. I must analyze my own life before approaching other for help. Enjoy the beats of life, its the time to disco(Kal ho na ho style)

23/02/2005

The dreams have blessed me and my hopes have eroded into the river of reality. A call came today which would go down the history as one of the most unforgettable ones in my life. My poem(The passage from my heart) proved very true and each word of it was precise to its mark. And what more , her true love is worth all those blame games and the challenges that i faced.

The most striking feature is that- I managed to not only get close to a girl, but to also embed my love in her heart that too in just 7 months. Great achievement! I tried to stay simple, respect her and to give relevance for her words and was ready to dedicate myself. Moreover an open heart and a true love helped me achieve this great feat. I wonder why some of the guys find it so difficult to get a girl. If a guy like me can get such a prolific girl like her, that too having a twin sister, even after facing such family problems,, then why cant other get going.. really wonder why???

I've been noticing for a couple of days that she's been very shy and controlled in her words. I had a clue of whats expected of such behavior and alas when she said it , it proved to be true/ She just said the fact that I'm in her very dreams and she's gone mad about it. Its really fantastic and proud feeling to hear such from your partner and I'm just thinking how to tackle the 20 days in kerala without you(after the 10th board exams). It would be like hell!

BUt then i feel happy that she's would be in my own class in 11th class. and also the fact that the 'dream' of a marriage is getting clearer. I would love to get her as she has passed all the tests and she deserves to be with me, provided she too wishes so. but its just the beginning, and as i just said- we've been friends for just about seven months only and still a lot of time is left. But ask me - frankly i would tell you that she's the one i would die for.. she's just the perfect match and a perfect daughter in law for my parents...

21/02/2005

How can five alphabets be of such great value in life.. but thats the way it is. The name 'Pooja' is something like that to me, i don't know why. I cannot spend a day without listening to her and her talks. Before calling her, everytime it seems i want to talk a lot; but the moment she picks the phone, i forget everything. She's not only a friend to me, but something more.. infact a lot more- a lover, a partner, an inspiration, my life...

I wait for that beautiful day- that sunny day when the sun will smile and dance;The breeze will sing for me and the sky and earth would witness my darling day. She will come, probably a bit shy; then start with a light conversation. Slowly and steadily she would change the conversation and lastly spell out those magic words for which I've longed all this while. Just imagine how I would be reacting then, just stay so , or hug her or may be kiss her in happiness...

I will be touching the sky and thanking the whole universe. I will be the happiest person in the world and that day I will value as the most important day in life.. And as far as my Merry Dawn is concerned, I will be dedicating my whole day for her, enjoying every precious moment spent with her. Oh what a wonderful time it would be...