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Sunday, April 30, 2017

In the middle of nowhere

30th April 2017,


Over the past one and a half years, I've got transferred back to Delhi, I got engaged, I got selected into bank's Delhi Cricket team, I got married, I'd some of the best trips of my life. Still when I sit back and weigh the moment - I still feel lost and somewhere in the middle of nowhere.I feel sad that I have diverged long way from my goals in life, and the simple things in life that gave me pleasure. I feel as if in pursuit of my great goals that I have changed myself into a different person who acts and behaves much different than I use to be. I've stopped playing cricket, I seldom take out my camera, rarely do i write my diary or blogger page.I wonder who/what is stopping me from being myself? Is it the responsibilities ? or is it the unpredictable future that I'm scared of? I still seek for an answer.