19/04/2005

Look at the positive side of things. I've gone through some of the toughest experiences which even some of the people wouldn't have dreamt of. I've succeeded the peaks that even the best has found difficult. I've seen what people call as 'ecstasy'. I've been one of the luckiest to be on earth, to get such a graceful lady. to curb her and her sister, to make her mine, to have that magical 'eye to eye contact' that everyone dreams for. And the best part is the ability to resist everything for the sake of each other...

Proud of myself !

18/04/2005

I dont know what to do, I've gone blank in love. I feel to give up, to forget everything, to run away into some unknown planet far far away from the reality , and into a planet of my dreams so that i could meet her. I swear that there's not a single hour or a minute in my last 10 months when i haven't dreamt of her. Every step that i take, every action that i do, every breath i breathe,there's her name in it. I am craving to meet her, and to tell her how much she means to me, and to burst my emotions.

The sorry part is the fact that I dont know her even though she's so close to me. I even dont know whether she'sfollowing her parents orders or whatever. But one thing ii am sure: I am really heartbroken! Each and every night I pray to the mighty got to take me to her. Every morning I wake upto the expectation that she'll call me today and everything will be back as i was.

Is my Life teasing me?

Is my life teasing me, trying to think about my past, with struggles of my present and thinking about the probabilities of the future? Am I getting confused over what to do and what not to?

No problem, dont get rolled over .Just follow these simple steps and see how life goes simply as one, two, three...

• Stop writing diaries. Its not meant for a guy like me
  
• Don't think about your personality, thats the way i used to when I was a child
• Damn your gloomy past, forget it, even forget some people if necessary
• Dont long for a lost people and relations. Its just a waste of time
• THink positive , thing about 'now'!
• Think about yourself first, others come second
• Enjoy your life.At last there's one 1 life to live
• Khao piyo ash karo(as Arvind says it)