Jishnu'vinde Swagarajyam

A hope

Today is 6th of June 2017. Its been a week since I've got promotion and the news is that I'll be soon transferred to some branch where I need to complete my rural service. Posting is expected to be for at-least 2 years. At first it seemed to me as if its going to spoil all my plans, but now as I'm more and more accepting the reality to come- I feel as if its the blessing in disguise. Its a golden oppurtunity for me to live a simple lifestyle in a rural village- far away from the crowd. I hope to live and talk to the trees and the animals there. I'd imagine myself standing atop a Himalayan cliff with long trees everywhere and waterfalls in the background. I'd like to listen to the birds chirping and the sounds the breeze makes as it blows past the leaves. I'd love to take deep breathe of the fresh air the world has to offer. I wish to engage myself for the needy and the poor. I want to contribute to the world- I have a lot to offer and I'll never get tired doing it. In fact that is where I always wanted to be.I'd love to live in a peaceful world far away from the crowd- a world where people are so busy making their lives perfect that they forget to live it.I want to make the most of my life by contributing to nature and the needy.

In the middle of nowhere

30th April 2017,

Over the past one and a half years, I've got transferred back to Delhi, I got engaged, I got selected into bank's Delhi Cricket team, I got married, I'd some of the best trips of my life. Still when I sit back and weigh the moment - I still feel lost and somewhere in the middle of nowhere.I feel sad that I have diverged long way from my goals in life, and the simple things in life that gave me pleasure. I feel as if in pursuit of my great goals that I have changed myself into a different person who acts and behaves much different than I use to be. I've stopped playing cricket, I seldom take out my camera, rarely do i write my diary or blogger page.I wonder who/what is stopping me from being myself? Is it the responsibilities ? or is it the unpredictable future that I'm scared of? I still seek for an answer. 

The secret... It always works!

Time to relieve the work frustration and its time to put on the thinking cap on! Concentrate on what I really need to do in life that where have I reached in life. In the end what matters is what I feel about myself rather that what others might feel about myself.

I had a long discussion with Aji Mama on phone over a small electronics business model. He's got the technical knowledge and ground knowledge on the subject. He needs a partner to put these ideas into shape and turn into a business, After reading The Secret and The Monk who sold his Ferrari, one thing I learnt was- "When the student is ready, the teacher appears". It seems to have happened here also. I was desperately looking for some way out in my career. I need to make more meaning out of my life. 

Happiness- its you!

Though the word sounds very simple, but putting it to practical life is not so easy. Happiness is a rare commodity today.I'm soo blessed to have you in my life- you're an epitome of love and care and unlimited happiness to me. Your presence brings warmth and purpose to my life, your charm brings warmth and smile in the air. Time just flies away when you're with me- the only thing I notice is that you're with me. Every moment , every second my heart yells louder and louder that you are the one my soul always quenched for. It were for you I were poetic, it were for you I loved photography, it were for you I got all what I achieved. You are my destiny and it will be for you I wanna spend my whole life. 

A soul to solace

Everyone have their own priorities in life. For some its job, for some its health, for some its their passion and for others like me -its my home and people. Its in true love that I find my solace. And who better could've I asked for- than the lady of my life. She's the best thing that could've happened in my life,

The best Birthday gift I got this year:

A look into myself

Astrology, Optics, Ophthalmology, Biotechnology, Nanotechnology, Embedded systems...

Looking back into the history, I find these were some of my favourite topics at various stages in life. Trying to find a link in each of these, I reached into a conclusion that each of the topic relates itself to size- what meets the eyes. From extremely small to extremely huge to the very optics that help us measure and record those - my interest revolves around these. Also considering my love for photography, graphics and writing - I feel myself being someone attached with 'what meets the eye'. I'm definitely not a numbers man- I feel really locked up being working as a banker. I don't like doing things the orthodox way- I always prefer doing things in my own was rather than what the others do. I like being the jack of all traits- doing my little bit in everything. I find the greatest joy being a sportsman- coz I feel that a sportsman always puts his heart out playing for his team and people and country. I feel that the greatest happiness comes in doing the things that others feel you couldn't do- its in doing those little things that brings out the humanity in you, its in uniting the people around you and spreading joy among them. I'm a creative head- I like art, I like nature, I like designing, I like capturing memories, I like to find the beauty in every image and to respect every little thing out there. I like being peaceful, I like silence, I like being out in the nature and exploring the beauty of the wild. I believe in in true love. I believe in miracles. I'm optimistic- I feel that there's always a reason to smile. Every adversity is a new opportunity and everything happens of a reason. Myself toiling out in Mumbai is definitely for a strong reason and I'm sure it will teach me a lesson in life which I'll never forget. I'm not a person to be locked inside the four walled office room. I'm not someone to be burdened with repetitive work and age old methods of doing them. No city or company can keep me long away from my passion, my people, my love and my way of living life. And I certainly do believe that no matter how much it tests my patience and perseverance- I will come up achieving what I want in the way I do. I do really believe in the power of 'The Secret'.